Mgmt - Kids

AZI

cu mintea mai putin involburata..azi..desi m-am trezit mult prea dimineatza cu bormashina d la vecinii in cap am reusit macar sa-mi focusez gandurile si sa ma bucur de cateva activitati lejere de vacanta: am incept cu un desen, dupa continuat cu improvizatii la clapa cu un soft simplu/dragutz, mancat, baut conversat, internetat, si toate cele zilnice, si culmea zelului a fost conceperea contra cronometru a unui flyer byebye orly..
il prezint cu oareshcare mandrie, nu k il consider foarte bun..din contra...simtul meu perfectionist e foarte afectat d mediocritatea rezultatului..dar...e un lucru terminat..am reusit sa renunt tocmai la nevoia d perfectiune..si am facut ceva..sa fie..k-i zisesem fetei..
voila! c'est ca..

neo surealism, h.r.giger and some dark thoughts

how could we achieve a consistency in thoughts and feelings when what we want changes constantly and what we've achieved loses value..there's always a new goal, always a drive that doesn't let the mind be at peace..i guess it's the normal state when being a grown up..when leaving in a world where you are constantly pressured to achieve, to progress..and that's how we get to blaim ourselves for the lack of activity and productivity..that's why we need to be efficient to not waste time..the social brainwashing of our mind and enslavement of our spirit to the realm of action..as if our mind and thoughts were not enough to keep the boredom away..now we must show off for what we've produced with it...it's only the finite project that gives the feeling of completion and satisfaction...
i wanna stop the anxiety, i wanna reach a calm in an immobile do nothing state, i wanna eliminate the need for action and feelings of guilt..in the end..it's all the same..al a big play, or video game..and it's hard to decide on the strugle rather than the show...