le petit fille avec des pieds gigantesque

Notre dame

de paris in timpuri imemoriale..si atemporale..pentru o catedrala nu cred k s-au schimbat prea multe..

Documenttare la gramada si la discretie

AICI

in memoriam

Si pentru k n-am mai scris de mult mi se pare k tre sa incep de undeva, cu o introducere sau ceva reprezentativ din ultima vreme..voi fi succinta si scrie doar asa pentru aducerea aminte k m-am confruntat cu una dintre cele mai grele perioade de pana acum, care nu s-a terminat si inima mea inka asteapta alinarea timpului..va veni cu siguranta dar pana atunci..trebuie sa ma reconstruiesc inka o data..sa-mi peticesc inima si sa-i strang balamalele, sa o pun intr-o cutiuta de clestar- caci o pretuiesc- dar e asa d delicata caci si cea mai mica atingere o poate face sa se mai rupa putin..si nu-mi pot permite sa mai pierd bucatzele din ea..caci ce ma fac cu o inima incompleta..voi fi prada usoara cinismului..
cand persoanele care t iubesc neconditionat se imputineaza..ce poti face decat sa incerci sa t iubesti singur mai mult..

And because I haven't written anything in a while it seems like I have to start somewhere, with an introduction or smthin meaningful that conveys the feeling of the last period of my life..which is still ongoing and my heart is still awaiting the peace that only time passing can give.. it will come ..but until then i need to remake myself once again..to guard my little heart from further distruction sice it is so frail and broken to the world and life..and i can;t afford to loose any more of it ..i will be an easy pray to apathy and a cynic old hag..

meaningless or more

The less I am understood and able to communicate the more chances I have to become a genius or an artist..

The more I continue to hurt inside and out.. i am less likely to be trapped in the profane, material path of life and get tripped on the mundane. I see life more and more as a dream..

lichefierea porumbelului alb

original pigeon- getty images
Disclaimer:
no white pigeons aka porumbei albi were hurt in the making of this weird blob

Oscar winning- Peter and the wolf

in the dreams of buterflies, fairies and colors

poster for unknown band
by Cristiana in photoshop class


si pt vise virtuale AICI

anonimous quote

All existence (our very life) keeps going through the sum total of the endless repeating cycles of which it is composed. It is even more direct than that, and I am going to get very abstract for a just a moment.

Our very existence is only by virtue of our awareness of these cycles or circles. And now for the hard part: Everything is (or continues to exist) only by returning, repeating and restating itself. That is, everything we know and can have any awareness of has to somehow persist or exist long enough for us to experience it. The converse is also true.

That which does not re-instate or repeat itself (in other words, that from which we get no return) is not for us. In fact, that which does not return for us (come to our awareness) comprises the sum total of our ignorance. We ignore it. It does not register. Our consciousness then, that which we are aware of, is made up of the endless returns or returning of cycles.

inka o luni

oboseala, letargie, lipsa de kef, cum voi mai trece si prin saptamana asta? cum ma voi trezi? cum imi voi face kef sa fac tot ce trebuie? desi stiu k nu e adevarat , acum simt k n-as vrea decat sa pierd toata saptamana- p net, p plaja, la cocktailuri si cafele, socializari inutile si glume..
ce este acel motoras care ni sa invarte in stomac,acel monstruletz al actiunii care se cere zilnic hranit cu activitate, si care nu ne lasa sa nu facem nimik linistiti..nimik..adika ce sa ma simt bine inseamna k nu fac nimik? se pare k da caci nevoile biologice dicteaza la actiune..la integrare, la realizare, la agonisire, la o viata de furnica nu d greier pt a cladi un viitor pt noi si mai ales pt urmasi..
as vrea sa mai simt relaxarea d altadata, si sentimentul d dolce far niente p terman nelimitat fara remuscarile ulterioare..as vrea sa nu-mi pese unde ajung atata timp cat ma distrez..as vrea sa nu cresc..dar se intampla..si e interesant si asa..trebuie doar trecut peste lene..dulcea si scumpa lene..fericire si blestem caci doar din cauza ei mi-e mie atat d greu acum sa suport ziua d luni..

pareri de moment exprimate tarziu

parca simt si io

toate iubirile din lume

care s-au teminat

adunate in inima mea

5:09 PMacum

Man Ray said some stuff..

"There is no progress in art, any more than there is progress in making love. There are simply different ways of doing it." (1948 essay, "To Be Continued, Unnoticed".)
"To create is divine, to reproduce is human." ("Originals Graphic Multiples," circa 1968; published in Objets de Mon Affection, 1983.)
"I paint what cannot be photographed, that which comes from the imagination or from dreams, or from an unconscious drive. I photograph the things that I do not wish to paint, the things which already have an existence." (Undated interview, circa 1970s; published in Man Ray: Photographer, 1981.)
"A creator needs only one enthusiast to justify him"

Electronic music broadcast to outer space

Manglano-Ovalle transformed the bullfight ring of Tijuana located at the border in to a Radio telescope searching for "aliens". He suspended an antenna above the building and a receiving dish below,
Live Electronic Music was brodcasted in the building, on the web, FM radio and into space.
This project makes reference to the social situation of Mexican "Aliens".

In the video Pepe Mogt(Latinsizer, Fussible, Nortec), Ramon Bostich(nortec Collective) and Leslie(Dream addictive) were making music with digital and analog sequencers and synths(Arp Odyssey, Oberheim), the audio out of this machines was sent to
Manglano-Ovalle Transmiter in real time in to outer space. (around 2001)

London bits

7 melodii/songs

1. Ratatat- Nostrand
2. Crystal Castles- Untrust us
3. Scissor Sisters- Get it Get it
4 Sebastian Tellier- Look
5. Rio en Medio- Everyone is someones
6. Rufus Wainwright- Tiergarten ( Supermayer Remix)
7. Gare du Nord- Pablo's Blues


creca tre sa revin pt a da leapsa mai departe..dar deocamdata ..asta e..gen dc are cineva kef sa ia initiativa, ideea asta e:
List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they’re not any good, but they must be songs you’re really enjoying now, shaping your spring. Post these instructions in your blog along with your 7 songs. Then tag 7 other people to see what they’re listening to.”

Ratatat

umbre invisibile?

imaginea e d aici

creca am descoperit cea mai fascinanta forma de arta: fotogramele- faci poze fara aparat, k la xerox sau radiografie, si un copil poate..trebuie doar sa-ti aranjezi plansa de joaca cu orice iti trece prin cap..apesi un buton..se vede o lumina  si miracol p hartie e o imagine invisibila..nu stii ce e, sau ar putea fi..dar crezi..crezi k in povestile nemuritoare, k magia se va produce, p foaia inka alba va aparea o imagine daca o pui in licoarea magica..d fapt in vreo 4, toate chimice si probabil daunatoare pt piele dar e fun..la balaceala cu imaginea care dupa prima baita deja se arata..si joaca incepe de la capat..

Apasa AICI

your government is in control

theme song from Weeds

luminous

glacial

monochrome

real and ideal

if all you do is feel..
your view gets surreal..

if all you do is think..
the world will not seem pink

if you want to create
from what you think and feel
from what it isn't real
try dreaming your ideal

photos_le narcisisme bizare

quotes=

=somethings you thought of also and u can identify with, but someone just said better

“Thinking… is no more and no less an organ of perception than the eye or ear. Just as the eye perceives colours and the ear sounds, so thinking perceives ideas.”..
..will start with this..and try to develop a colection of quotes..scriu k sa nu uit..in engleza sa se-nteleaga

reflecting your iris

when u look into the abyss

it looks back at you

and bursts

fear and emptyness

how could a piece of matter

understand the world of shadows and shapes

light might help

but it's not always around

as god keeps it in a ball

up in the sky

which is hidden

at night

words + images by Cristiana aka Carey marey

russians

Mujuice- Extra enough!
Unclep- my friends are pony, elephant and teddy bear

portrete

to notice, to shout, to emerge and irradiate!

little little kitties

bubbles of absurdity and dead neurons

i would like to be
to create a new
dimension of space
and when you will do
i will tell you
that our love is true
and make no mistake
there's no time to waste
because i shall see
all that kills a tree
it is false and grey
that you may dismay
that which i have been
in the times wherein
flowers were the killers
of the people dealers
and this might just be
the outmost absurdity
i have ever thought
drinking wine a lot

Typolution

music: Ratatat- Nostrand

LADYTRON- BEAUTY 2

Ladytron- discotraxx

niste forme fara noime

Metronomy- radio ladio

VIsual Music- Amon Tobin

Haotic

= "exact cum simtim noi in momentul respectiv, cum avem chef, fara a da vreo socoteala cuiva"