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meaning of life kinda quote

  "The answer is never the answer. What's really interesting is the mystery.
If you seek the mystery instead of the answer, you'll always be seeking.
I've never seen anybody really find the answer - they think they have, so they stop thinking. 
But the job is to seek mystery, evoke mystery, plant a garden in which strange plants grow and mysteries bloom.
The need for mystery is greater than the need for an answer."
Kevin Kesey

Fractal World

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see

absorb

and get absorbed

in a magical

yet so simple

world of beauty

always here

accessible

yet unnoticed

by most

see

absorb

get carried away

in a carriage

of dreams

fly on the wings

of your natural

DMT

THERE ARE NO BAD DRUGS

.. ONLY BAD USERS

quote my ass
if u D.A.R.E.

HAHAHAshishh

Is LSD poisonous?

No. LSD is one of the least toxic chemicals known to man. It is less poisonous than aspirin and vitamin C.

from HERE

thou they say it killed an elephant

Ghosts

sometimes ghosts of all types
come out to haunt you
they can be people
alive or dead
or just simple memories
that drag u with them
till u get lost
in a sea of nostalgia
it's important thou
to not forget
the present
cos that is
the only thing
that is

Facile Dictu, Difficile Factu

it's funny when you cling to a lifeline and end up strangled by it

Ieri prin California - la un trip in Napa Valley

am cunoscut niste oameni..mai batranei si aparent neimpresionanti, prietenosi fara a parea libidinosi care dupa ceva minute am aflat ca-s mari fotografi ai generatiei flower power. Pintre cei putin ramasi in viata din cultura de sex drugs and rock and roll se afla si Baron Wolman, primul fotograf al revistei Rolling Stone la a carui expozitie am ajuns intamplator ieri. Prin ceva relatii shi nu doar prin farmecul personal am ajuns sa stau cu dansii- distinsii fotografi- la masa, la soare, la pahare de vin bun si mocca. Asa da dupa-amiaza socially prolifica de sambata! :)

check it out

AZI

cu mintea mai putin involburata..azi..desi m-am trezit mult prea dimineatza cu bormashina d la vecinii in cap am reusit macar sa-mi focusez gandurile si sa ma bucur de cateva activitati lejere de vacanta: am incept cu un desen, dupa continuat cu improvizatii la clapa cu un soft simplu/dragutz, mancat, baut conversat, internetat, si toate cele zilnice, si culmea zelului a fost conceperea contra cronometru a unui flyer byebye orly..
il prezint cu oareshcare mandrie, nu k il consider foarte bun..din contra...simtul meu perfectionist e foarte afectat d mediocritatea rezultatului..dar...e un lucru terminat..am reusit sa renunt tocmai la nevoia d perfectiune..si am facut ceva..sa fie..k-i zisesem fetei..
voila! c'est ca..

satisfactory answer to the ever revolving question: Am I insane or the rest of the world is

IT IS NO MEASURE OF HEALTH TO BE WELL ADJUSTED TO A PROFOUNDLY SICK SOCIETY! J.Krishnamurti

yeah I'll chose to believe this guy..works 4 me..the world is fuckin' out of its mind!! this being established I can go on with my life without caring if I fit society's standards of achievements..more even..hope I'll be an unproductive, lazy- contemplative that could be called, weirdo 4 as much as I can..

can society fit in with ME?

despues de los andes

LISTEN

First impressions not totally positive thou altogether I really enjoyed the trip and will always remember it- my first and hopefully not last incursion in South America. this post include what I might forget so have to spit it out before that happens :)

Later on..pictures, march a peach -in spanish machu pichu- titicaca and all the tourist goodies

- no anonimity or simply walking down the street in the cities of peru..or pretty much anywhere tourists may go..everyone wants to talk to you wants to sell you something or offer some sevices ar simply ask for money..there's no mercy on the tourists they are the prey, they are the saviors, they can make the difference between a meal of just rice and potatoes to a feast of slain alpacas and guinea pigs..

-there's tourist prices and local prices everywhere..no much communication without spanish unless you have a guide/translator /slave everywhere you go ( according to the price you can hire someone to be anything for you including slave it seems)

-strong experience many colors and stunning heights..it seems like you're always high and the mystical, therapeutical coca leaves improve that..

machu pichu could be virtually recreated as a pacman game where the lamas move on the inka steps eating grass and score points running from the tourists who are shooting them with cameras but a mystical place nevertheless; don't get fooled by its appearance as some sort of inka disneyland.. magical things could happen at any step like wake up surrounded by colorful butterflies somewhere up on top of the universe!

to interact with locals you generally have to pay in suns or soles they call them:

looking at them: half a sun ( or maybe a moon if you're lucky)

taking a picture: one full sun, if you have a good camera 2 suns

if they get in your picture by mistake when you are trying to capture a monument: still one sun

unless they're selling something every precious word coming outta their mouth will mean 1 less sun in your pocket.. tourists are full/made of suns and all locals are stars!!

that's bout it..4 now :)

Burning man - art car

Masinile de arta..in functie d stare le puteai vedea in diferite culori..dar oricum ar aparea..real sau imaginar..tot de pe taramul fantasticului pareau..Aici doar o poza, va urma o colectie caci cu asta m-am ocupat in principal in timpul sederii in Black Rock City: m-am plimbat din loc in loc cu ia-ma nene la masinutze care aratau care mai de care mai fantezist, magic, scary, tot ce-ti trece prin minte si probabil mai ales ce nu-ti trece..desi tot nu am reusit in 5 zile sa fac si vad tot ce era..masinutzele au ajutat mult in felu urmator: (multumesc creatorilor)
1. cu bicicleta prin caldura din timpul zilei si la lenea mea obisnuita nu era combi
2. cu masinile puteai sa t plimbi fara tinta aparenta dar sa vezi multe kestii d care altfel n-ai fi aflat.
3. in afara d mijloc d locomotie mai ofereau si prilej d socializare cu ceilalti "autostopisti" sau cu proprietarii
4. majoritatea aveau si muzica, unele si bere rece iar pe altele toate astea shi se mai si dansa
5. fiind prima data la un festival care parea mai mult o excursie pe alta planeta sau o halucinatie, cu o suprafata imensa de strabatut pe jos..hopa tzopa dintr-o masina in alta ca oricum mergeau cu aprox 5 km /h - tine loc d laitmotiv

Burning man

pt inceput o mostra d nebunie..caci asta e centrala acestui eveniment la care ffff multi oameni se aduna in desert in mijlocul nimikului construiesc un oras de destrabalare, petrecere si libertate, o incercare d comunitate neafectata d consumerism in nici un fel caci nu se vinde sau cumpara nimik care dupa o saptamana dispare complet, fara urma ca si cand nici n-ar fi fost. Ce se petrece in acea saptamana voi vedea in cateva zile dar pana atunci..in expectativa, incerc sa inteleg mai bine fenomenul pentru care ma voi supune unui mediu neprielnic..p masura ce caut videouri si poze devin tot mai incantata..deja ma intreb daca 5 zile o sa-mi fie d ajuns pentru a vedea macar o mica parte..
oricum pana sa plec si sa ma intorc si in caz k s-ar putea sa ma distrez prea tare si sa nu-mi amintesc multe..
ia d vezi- barbie death camp

anonimous quote

All existence (our very life) keeps going through the sum total of the endless repeating cycles of which it is composed. It is even more direct than that, and I am going to get very abstract for a just a moment.

Our very existence is only by virtue of our awareness of these cycles or circles. And now for the hard part: Everything is (or continues to exist) only by returning, repeating and restating itself. That is, everything we know and can have any awareness of has to somehow persist or exist long enough for us to experience it. The converse is also true.

That which does not re-instate or repeat itself (in other words, that from which we get no return) is not for us. In fact, that which does not return for us (come to our awareness) comprises the sum total of our ignorance. We ignore it. It does not register. Our consciousness then, that which we are aware of, is made up of the endless returns or returning of cycles.

inka o luni

oboseala, letargie, lipsa de kef, cum voi mai trece si prin saptamana asta? cum ma voi trezi? cum imi voi face kef sa fac tot ce trebuie? desi stiu k nu e adevarat , acum simt k n-as vrea decat sa pierd toata saptamana- p net, p plaja, la cocktailuri si cafele, socializari inutile si glume..
ce este acel motoras care ni sa invarte in stomac,acel monstruletz al actiunii care se cere zilnic hranit cu activitate, si care nu ne lasa sa nu facem nimik linistiti..nimik..adika ce sa ma simt bine inseamna k nu fac nimik? se pare k da caci nevoile biologice dicteaza la actiune..la integrare, la realizare, la agonisire, la o viata de furnica nu d greier pt a cladi un viitor pt noi si mai ales pt urmasi..
as vrea sa mai simt relaxarea d altadata, si sentimentul d dolce far niente p terman nelimitat fara remuscarile ulterioare..as vrea sa nu-mi pese unde ajung atata timp cat ma distrez..as vrea sa nu cresc..dar se intampla..si e interesant si asa..trebuie doar trecut peste lene..dulcea si scumpa lene..fericire si blestem caci doar din cauza ei mi-e mie atat d greu acum sa suport ziua d luni..

Man Ray said some stuff..

"There is no progress in art, any more than there is progress in making love. There are simply different ways of doing it." (1948 essay, "To Be Continued, Unnoticed".)
"To create is divine, to reproduce is human." ("Originals Graphic Multiples," circa 1968; published in Objets de Mon Affection, 1983.)
"I paint what cannot be photographed, that which comes from the imagination or from dreams, or from an unconscious drive. I photograph the things that I do not wish to paint, the things which already have an existence." (Undated interview, circa 1970s; published in Man Ray: Photographer, 1981.)
"A creator needs only one enthusiast to justify him"

bubbles of absurdity and dead neurons

i would like to be
to create a new
dimension of space
and when you will do
i will tell you
that our love is true
and make no mistake
there's no time to waste
because i shall see
all that kills a tree
it is false and grey
that you may dismay
that which i have been
in the times wherein
flowers were the killers
of the people dealers
and this might just be
the outmost absurdity
i have ever thought
drinking wine a lot

Realitati

.."the only thing worse than having a job is looking for one"