dintr-o carte a lui Eugen Ionesco care m-a impresionat pe moment suficient cat sa copiez dar al carei titlu nu mi-l amintesc azi

...Se numara doar cativa supravietuitori ai acestui imens naufragiu.(..) Razboaie, boli, sinucideri, asasinate, puscarii, batranete. Ce-a devenit acest tineret? Acesti scriitori si acesti poetii, si aceste genii, acest tineret, "tanara generatie", cum cu mandrie se intitula, neinchipuindu-si ca batranetea, moartea existau, ca ele o asteptau la capatul drumului. Unde sunt eternii tineri cum se credeau ei? Sau, in orice caz, creatorii de capodopere nemuritoare, "capodopere" uitate, ingropate, disparute prin zeci de mii de alte capodopere, gramezi si gramezi si gramezi de tablouri, de hartie, de hartii, de vorbe pe care le-a luat vantul, vantul, vijeliile istoriei sau numai timpul, caest hau implacabil, durata care uzeaza, distruge, sfasie, dizolva totul. Banalitati, da banalitati, adevaruri. Adevaruri pe care fiecare, fiecare generatie le descopera prograsiv, cu aceasi uimire, aceasi disperare, aceasi jale de secole, de secole, de secole. Si, de asemenea, aceasta descoperire e o banalitate, neasteptat adevar. Pacaliti ce suntem.


IN mine prea multe vicii, prea mute defecte, prea multa vanitate, prea mult amor propriu, prea egoist, prea mult eu..


Nemurirea: e cea ce vrem. A supravietui. Amagire.
Dar ceea ce trebuie este sa-l iubesti pe Dumnezeu pana la a voi sa te topesti in El.
Atunci n-ar mia fi nemurirea , ar fi Eternitatea.
Pentru a ajunge sa-l cunosti pe Dumnezeu, Strabati pana la capatul unei vieti de asceza, de asceze.
Sau atunci inesperabila convertire, intr-o clipa a eului nostru , in intregime. Si asta se poate.
Eternitate, Nu nemurire. Nu ajunge nemurirea.
Adevarata viata. Un absolut care nu s-ar impreuna cu viata decat situand-o pe ea insasi dincolo de orice miscare.
Pentru a intelege asta imi lipseste inteligenta spirituala....

...Si atunci? Sa fim modesti! Sa ne facem trebsoara. Cat de literara, cat de picturala ar fi ea. Dumnezeu va face ceva din ea, sunt aproape sigur, intr-un chip mult superior rasplatirii mondene, artistice. Sa ne facm treaba, modest, foate modest. chiar daca ne-o facemnu in lumina divina, ci dincolo de imagini, ci de-a curmezisul imaginilor, penumbrelor, pentru noi, totusi, stralucind de o lumina ce reflecta, cat de putin, lumina...

Nu eram mosneag cand ne-am casatorit- nu stiam ca vom imbatrani. (pg 148)

nu pot sa cred...haha..cum o ard ashtia

Spike ft Guess Who - TU (HD) from Future Graphics on Vimeo.

Mgmt - Kids

AZI

cu mintea mai putin involburata..azi..desi m-am trezit mult prea dimineatza cu bormashina d la vecinii in cap am reusit macar sa-mi focusez gandurile si sa ma bucur de cateva activitati lejere de vacanta: am incept cu un desen, dupa continuat cu improvizatii la clapa cu un soft simplu/dragutz, mancat, baut conversat, internetat, si toate cele zilnice, si culmea zelului a fost conceperea contra cronometru a unui flyer byebye orly..
il prezint cu oareshcare mandrie, nu k il consider foarte bun..din contra...simtul meu perfectionist e foarte afectat d mediocritatea rezultatului..dar...e un lucru terminat..am reusit sa renunt tocmai la nevoia d perfectiune..si am facut ceva..sa fie..k-i zisesem fetei..
voila! c'est ca..

neo surealism, h.r.giger and some dark thoughts

how could we achieve a consistency in thoughts and feelings when what we want changes constantly and what we've achieved loses value..there's always a new goal, always a drive that doesn't let the mind be at peace..i guess it's the normal state when being a grown up..when leaving in a world where you are constantly pressured to achieve, to progress..and that's how we get to blaim ourselves for the lack of activity and productivity..that's why we need to be efficient to not waste time..the social brainwashing of our mind and enslavement of our spirit to the realm of action..as if our mind and thoughts were not enough to keep the boredom away..now we must show off for what we've produced with it...it's only the finite project that gives the feeling of completion and satisfaction...
i wanna stop the anxiety, i wanna reach a calm in an immobile do nothing state, i wanna eliminate the need for action and feelings of guilt..in the end..it's all the same..al a big play, or video game..and it's hard to decide on the strugle rather than the show...

Imagini

care mi-au bucurat ochii azi, a 12-a zi fara soare si contact cu altceva decat nebuloasa unui orash gri..
desi speranta ramane, azi l-am zarit pentru un minut aratandu'se deasupra casei poporului, contempland cu mila poate, lumea agitata si fara culori. Io l-am salutat si m-am arata incantata chiar d intalnirea fugara caci uneori chiar si bucuria d un minut poate da o chimbare d perceptie.
Dar tot p net incerc sa uit d gri...

Finally I see a movie..

Forbidden Zone

1980

Richard Elfman

Link Imdb

FZ site click on me to see

what degree

of insanitee

this movie is all about ! :)

I enjoyed it deeply!

A necessary end

Cowards die 1000 times before they die..

..from a song

New Zeitgeist movie

http://www.zeitgeistmovie.com/

satisfactory answer to the ever revolving question: Am I insane or the rest of the world is

IT IS NO MEASURE OF HEALTH TO BE WELL ADJUSTED TO A PROFOUNDLY SICK SOCIETY! J.Krishnamurti

yeah I'll chose to believe this guy..works 4 me..the world is fuckin' out of its mind!! this being established I can go on with my life without caring if I fit society's standards of achievements..more even..hope I'll be an unproductive, lazy- contemplative that could be called, weirdo 4 as much as I can..

can society fit in with ME?

the chosen one

pics by Carey + edit

sunset contoured silhouette

cu noul aparat..:D

cute, a bit surrealist, nicely done!

Mademoiselle - HYPNOLOVE

Sleepytime Gorrila Museum

vazut live..a 2a oara..senzationali ca si prima data..spectacol dark si impresionant..la afarsit explozie experimentala live..noi si multi altii din public pe scena lovind haostic in diferite instrumente..instrumentee foarte dubioase!
tare!

hahahaha..take me from behind..like jesus!!! wow asa ceva exista!

Flamboyant

The Fall

For sure a piece of art this movie, great images and filmography!! funny and inspiring! fantastic, beautiful, full of feeling, marvelous!

finally..a movie I can say I really like and I really recommend!!

trailer: click here

Burning man reloaded

PANIKA!!

nu e nimeni pe messenger..
contextu': dimineatza, sau ma rog 2 juma dar doar la o ora dupa trezire, obisnuita cu ritualul zilnic de cateva ore de ceai, mic dejun, fumat, etc..ritual esential bunastarii zilei din care nu poate sa lipseasca internetu k ..hmm.."sursa" d pornire a creierului sau ceva....adika nu mai uit la tv, nu citesc presa, nu ma intereseaza realitatea prea mult asa cu "noapea'n'cap" dar macar imi fac norma zilnica d comunicare cu lumea..
si nimik..azi dimineatza super multa liniste..am si muzica la maxim si tot pare liniste..am doar 4 oameni p mess..si na aia 4 cu care nu vorbesc niciodata..deci fuck you internet sau diferenta d fus orar sau telepatie cu prietenii sau whatev..stau si io p invisible si ma duc pe-afara!
concluzia:
si asa ies eu din casa inainte d lasarea serii! Azi chiar o sa ma bucur d soare! hahaha

Rodrigo Leao- Passion

what's more romantic, nostalgic and full of feeling than Tangos?
nada
la mejor musica para la anima!!


unfortunatelly fuckin youtube took out the good video..so just as a substitute there's Lula Pena's video..with his ugly frankenstein face..but just close your eyes and feel the music

Extrawelt- Soopertrack

2nd movie

Ladies and Gentleman
prepare for an adventurous journey through meaningless and senseless random nonsense
I present you
in a special edition 2nite
my second movie
of course
unfinished like all great masterpieces
to serve me- the greatest undiscovered director alive- as a reminder to finalize projects
before 1 year passes and I have no feel for them anymore!
there it is: The awesomness: fairytale journey through strangeness
pictures and edit by Carey
music by Mike

despues de los andes

LISTEN

First impressions not totally positive thou altogether I really enjoyed the trip and will always remember it- my first and hopefully not last incursion in South America. this post include what I might forget so have to spit it out before that happens :)

Later on..pictures, march a peach -in spanish machu pichu- titicaca and all the tourist goodies

- no anonimity or simply walking down the street in the cities of peru..or pretty much anywhere tourists may go..everyone wants to talk to you wants to sell you something or offer some sevices ar simply ask for money..there's no mercy on the tourists they are the prey, they are the saviors, they can make the difference between a meal of just rice and potatoes to a feast of slain alpacas and guinea pigs..

-there's tourist prices and local prices everywhere..no much communication without spanish unless you have a guide/translator /slave everywhere you go ( according to the price you can hire someone to be anything for you including slave it seems)

-strong experience many colors and stunning heights..it seems like you're always high and the mystical, therapeutical coca leaves improve that..

machu pichu could be virtually recreated as a pacman game where the lamas move on the inka steps eating grass and score points running from the tourists who are shooting them with cameras but a mystical place nevertheless; don't get fooled by its appearance as some sort of inka disneyland.. magical things could happen at any step like wake up surrounded by colorful butterflies somewhere up on top of the universe!

to interact with locals you generally have to pay in suns or soles they call them:

looking at them: half a sun ( or maybe a moon if you're lucky)

taking a picture: one full sun, if you have a good camera 2 suns

if they get in your picture by mistake when you are trying to capture a monument: still one sun

unless they're selling something every precious word coming outta their mouth will mean 1 less sun in your pocket.. tourists are full/made of suns and all locals are stars!!

that's bout it..4 now :)

Burning man - de zi part 1

poze fara prelucrare si fara vreo ordine anume

Burning man - art car

Masinile de arta..in functie d stare le puteai vedea in diferite culori..dar oricum ar aparea..real sau imaginar..tot de pe taramul fantasticului pareau..Aici doar o poza, va urma o colectie caci cu asta m-am ocupat in principal in timpul sederii in Black Rock City: m-am plimbat din loc in loc cu ia-ma nene la masinutze care aratau care mai de care mai fantezist, magic, scary, tot ce-ti trece prin minte si probabil mai ales ce nu-ti trece..desi tot nu am reusit in 5 zile sa fac si vad tot ce era..masinutzele au ajutat mult in felu urmator: (multumesc creatorilor)
1. cu bicicleta prin caldura din timpul zilei si la lenea mea obisnuita nu era combi
2. cu masinile puteai sa t plimbi fara tinta aparenta dar sa vezi multe kestii d care altfel n-ai fi aflat.
3. in afara d mijloc d locomotie mai ofereau si prilej d socializare cu ceilalti "autostopisti" sau cu proprietarii
4. majoritatea aveau si muzica, unele si bere rece iar pe altele toate astea shi se mai si dansa
5. fiind prima data la un festival care parea mai mult o excursie pe alta planeta sau o halucinatie, cu o suprafata imensa de strabatut pe jos..hopa tzopa dintr-o masina in alta ca oricum mergeau cu aprox 5 km /h - tine loc d laitmotiv

3 x sky, wind, sun

photo & edit by Carey

Burning man-ipostaze focale

pierduta in propriul haos

cu titlul colocvial: Bitch on Beach

by Cristiana
Model unknown

pescarusi in jos si-n sus